Somebody's Been Sleeping in My Bed...

Wowzers. Someone has been here. A few times. Leave me a comment so I'll know who you are. I'd probably be encouraged to write more if I thought people were reading this. I mostly just write when I need to, but I always want to.

Who you be?

Woohoo

Hey! I'm packing! In fact, I'm moving on, both literally and figuratively. I'm moving to another area of the sate next weekend, and I'm slowly but surely getting over Mikey and his stupidity. I'm beginning to appreciate life again and have regained my music (a saying I used in college was, "Never lose the music.") It refers to how I am constantly singing songs and thinking songs in my head. When I begin to feel down, the music decreases, too. Well, I've got my music back!

Bad Night

It's 1:40 a.m. I can't sleep. I did, however, cry for an hour while laying in bed. So sad, I know. I knew I would cry inevitably, so I got up and am now sitting in the living room watching Women's Ninja Warrior and typing this. Roxie, the dog, had a hard time making herself come in here with me. She really wanted to stay in bed and went back there for a few minutes to see if that would entice me to return. When she realized I wasn't coming, she returned to me and is now at my side. Sweet dog, long sentence.

I have turned into a sad person. I still have the old happiness sometimes, but generally, I feel sad. I feel abandoned and left behind, but worst of all, I feel hopeless. I know I shouldn't feel that way, but I do. Tomorrow, someone will tell me I can't let him get me down. I don't want to feel this way, nevertheless, I do.

I'm stalled.

Things about me #1 - #10

1. I have a dog. Her name is Roxie. She is a Chaweiner Terrier.
2. Every year I forget how hot summer gets down here.
3. I'm just resigned from my teaching job of three years so I can move to another area of the state.
4. I don't have a job/plan in said new area.
5. My boyfriend of nine months just broke up with me. He will also be moving to the new area.
6. I think I have bad circulation in my feet. They are always cold.
7. I think they should hire me to do Sonic commercials.
8. I love to swim. I go to the local indoor pool and swim laps on a semi-often basis.
9. I don't like reality TV, except Survivor and Amazing Race. Go CBS!
10. I also have a pet toad named El Senor. He is a classroom pet that no longer has a classroom.

Beginning Again

Well. Here I am. Starting again. This is my fourth beginning in the blog world. I have no idea how many beginnings I have had in the real world. I probably won't post often if the past blogs are an indicator. I write when I need to get things out.