While I Was Driving...

I spent the last few days in central Arkansas visiting a sick relative and a few friends. On the way back I made a few life realizations.

1. I am still angry about what my former friends did to me. For anyone who doesn't know, I won't tell because the details are lengthy and boring. The short story is that my group of friends from college dropped me like a bad habit for a crappy reason. They also made fun of me on Myspace but not to my real face, so it took me a while to realize and believe what they were doing.
I cannot get over that whole thing and be at peace until I resolve my anger. ANy psychologists out there with good ideas? Or even friends? How do I resolve my anger without talking to those with whom I am angry?

2. I may not go back into teaching now. I like teaching, but I've already done the hard part. I can start teaching again later in life. No rush. I am going to start thinking about other careers.

3. It is a bad idea to join the military.

I tried to eat spaghetti from a frozen meal tonight. I don't recommend it.

I'm feeling a little nauseous.

And I'm still hungry because most of the spaghetti is in the sink.

Taco Bueno, anyone?

Not correct, I think...

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Damn it. I think Mikey has a new girlfriend. I know I shouldn't care, but for some reason I'm sitting here crying. Stupid boys. Crazy girls. Oh well, it's my thing to get over.

I swear, Ashley, as the only person who reads this, along with Katie who as wisely dumped social networking applications, I really NEED to get off Facebook. For the same reason I had to get off MySpace. I can't help but go look at his page every few weeks, and then this happens. Hell, probably most of that crap that went down in April/May would have never been so bad if I didn't have such an easy way to snoop on people. Think about it, I would have never known they were making fun of me. I would never have posted that blog. I would never have gotten in those arguments, and my good day would not have been ruined by one little comment post.

And, Ashley, as the only person who ever contacts me on Facebook, I am asking your permission to leave. Maybe I'll start again someday, but right now, it just doesn't seem worth the pain it causes me to realize just how few people want to interact with me.

DAMN IT!!!!!

I don't like cats, but I did this anyway. This is ironically accurate. I'm weirdly proportioned.

Also, I think I might go see The Bourne Ultimatum. By myself.

Don't cry for me. I'm fine.

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I'm pretty much settled in to my new home. I've gotten a part time job at the mall. I won't make enough to survive, but I'm hoping that when school starts I'll be able to sub often enough to not need another job.

As I am typing, Roxie is standing on the computer. This is her way of telling me to get off the computer and play. I'm thirsty for orange juice. A doctor told me it would help my iron absorb better. I hope so.

I'm he-e-e-re!

The move is over. Now I just need a job.

I don't know if I will be able to get a teaching job because I'm kind of late in the game. Of course, last time I got a job, I had the interview before I filled out an application, and that was the week before school starts. We'll see. I've updated my resume and created and printed cover letters for every district in the area. Now, I have to distribute them and also try to get a part-time job to fill the space. I applied at a couple of places at the mall, but I have not heard back form them. I am going to apply at a shoe store tomorrow and stop by those other places to see if I can talk to anybody. I think that just by looking at my info, I appear to be way overqualified for sales. I've got to talk to them to let them know I'm not expecting them to pay me my old salary to work a register and field questions about clothing products.

I may have to go to a temp service. Anyone know anything about those places?